Act dumb? I'll do the same.
Talk shit? I'll do the same.

Really hate those shit heads who talk behind people's back.
Once someone tells you SOMETHING, i take it that you're in it too.
If you think i am dumb, then I will just act dumb.


It was pretty sick today. The topics, i mean, was there even a topic? Felt that my life is becoming more and more boring, lifeless.

Its like like a casual occurrence, going to school, talking shit, talking+ listening or either sleeping during lessons, remedial after school, out with my two girls either by train or cab, to hunny's house, amk hub, or j8 to study or walk around aimlessly, burning time away and then go home..

& I've been doing this for the past THREE months.

Is this a simple life of most people? Maybe too much for me. I wanna do what i used to do last time, i wanna study and have more fun. I kept saying that i need to study study study STUDY, but in fact, i've ALREADY been studying alot. Right after school till 7pm at most, 3 to 4 times a week. Am i not studying much? AM I? Maybe it isn't up to my expectations yet. Tell me, what can i do? I cant be studying all the time. I really feel like giving up NOW. I don't wanna be like the past.. ): But it seems like it's getting out of hand.

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