I cried 2 times today and therefore its a bad day for me. I was really unhappy and sad today.
I was being a good girl in school for the past 4 months until now, i've been trying to control my serious attitude problemS(i know i have many). I mean, i admit that i am very demanding at times. I want and EVERYTHING must go in my way like how i want them to be because i think that i'm always right and better then others i know i'm being selfish by doing this and i've no rights to control others thats why i'm trying to change now. But think again, when you ask someone to change, find your own flaws and think if you can change 1 day. Just trying to say that it is not easy until you really try to change something, attitude especially. Try changing from someone with a smelly attitude who smokes, eat pills and someone who have a bunch of good but wrong friends then leaving all your friends one by one, stop eating those useless expensive stuff, and smoke. You think it's easy? Saying and doing are totally different until you tried it. I know my impression to some will be totally ruined, but i don't care. My attitude is 'dont talk to me if you cant take my attitude you aint fit to be my friend just because of my attitude' Talking about it, I'm not those type of girl who cries and fucking complain to all my boy-friends and gain sympathy from them. Sorry to disappoint you but the only person i complained to was my dad. And dad came all the way down to talk to him. Yea i am a cry baby, to my dad.

After talking dad send me, ruodan and sirchar home. Cabbed to amk hub and watched Monga instead of Shutter Island.. Tsk. Felt like fainting while walking home. Stomach eye and head hurts so badly now. Everyone is chasing me to rest now. So i will after i have a stick, goodnight.

I need a hug badly.