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May 13, 2010 (10:44 PM)

Hey guys... I'm feeling so sleepy but there are so many things on my mind now. I need to sleep i know. I'm just feeling so, so depressed now. I need someone to talk to me or just listen to me. Someone who doesn't knows anything about me and th people around me. I just wanna let everything out without leaving any burden to anyone. It's just hurting inside me.

When you came so close to my face telling me that you missed me in your arms. There is really so much that i wanna need to know. I'm really afraid. Will you say it to her when you return to NY? I don't wanna be your Singapore girlfr. I wanna be your baby no matter where you are. Be it Las Vegas, Wisconsin/Chicago, NYC, Seattle, Honolulu, where ever you are like how we were last time even though it was hard on us. I know you're here with me now giving me all the assurance, but they're just the present. The past, the future, when you return to the place of memories with her will it happen again? I kept asking if you'll leave me again like what you did before. It's kinda funny and mad. There isn't any trust from me at all. It wasn't 3 days but 3months, was indeed a pain and sweet one. I love you much though. Deeply and wholeheartedly before.

And for that guy i like now, i know some were saying that it wasn't worth it. Yea, i may be being stupid to believe him. He doesn't know how much i like about him. No stupid guys would do that especially those around my age. Being stupid here to miss and love him while he might be just having fun with some other girls, flirting and all. All the negative and scary things they said to me. Saying that he's just treating me as an option, coming to me when he has no other girls. I know. But the problem here is i won't say anything cuz we're nothing at all. I've no rights and I'll just blame myself. But i believe that toleration is the best evidence to prove that we really love each other. I'm doing that but i think he isn't.

I'm really lost @
Frustrated.

Labels: lost

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I'll make your day good if you make mine,
xoxo geraldine.

May 13, 2010 (10:44 PM)

Hey guys... I'm feeling so sleepy but there are so many things on my mind now. I need to sleep i know. I'm just feeling so, so depressed now. I need someone to talk to me or just listen to me. Someone who doesn't knows anything about me and th people around me. I just wanna let everything out without leaving any burden to anyone. It's just hurting inside me.

When you came so close to my face telling me that you missed me in your arms. There is really so much that i wanna need to know. I'm really afraid. Will you say it to her when you return to NY? I don't wanna be your Singapore girlfr. I wanna be your baby no matter where you are. Be it Las Vegas, Wisconsin/Chicago, NYC, Seattle, Honolulu, where ever you are like how we were last time even though it was hard on us. I know you're here with me now giving me all the assurance, but they're just the present. The past, the future, when you return to the place of memories with her will it happen again? I kept asking if you'll leave me again like what you did before. It's kinda funny and mad. There isn't any trust from me at all. It wasn't 3 days but 3months, was indeed a pain and sweet one. I love you much though. Deeply and wholeheartedly before.

And for that guy i like now, i know some were saying that it wasn't worth it. Yea, i may be being stupid to believe him. He doesn't know how much i like about him. No stupid guys would do that especially those around my age. Being stupid here to miss and love him while he might be just having fun with some other girls, flirting and all. All the negative and scary things they said to me. Saying that he's just treating me as an option, coming to me when he has no other girls. I know. But the problem here is i won't say anything cuz we're nothing at all. I've no rights and I'll just blame myself. But i believe that toleration is the best evidence to prove that we really love each other. I'm doing that but i think he isn't.

I'm really lost @
Frustrated.

Labels: lost

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