Jul 30, 2010 (9:26 PM)
I'm lost.
I've done something wrong. I just feel like stopping everything for a moment whenever I think about it. It's not that I'm not, not facing the problems I'm facing now. I just can't believe what I've done. I just kept telling myself that it wasn't me, but it was me it was me all the while. And when I think about it, I just feel like giving up on everything, don't want to think about anything and just sleep. I don't know what to do or rather what I'm doing now. My life now is just school and study, home and cry, walk and cry, sleep and family. No love, no fun, no nothing. I don't even feel like bothering about anything more. I would wanna die if I have the choice. Kendrick said that I need some counselling. Yea maybe I do.
And, I wasn't even gaining sympathy in the previous post.
I've done something wrong. I just feel like stopping everything for a moment whenever I think about it. It's not that I'm not, not facing the problems I'm facing now. I just can't believe what I've done. I just kept telling myself that it wasn't me, but it was me it was me all the while. And when I think about it, I just feel like giving up on everything, don't want to think about anything and just sleep. I don't know what to do or rather what I'm doing now. My life now is just school and study, home and cry, walk and cry, sleep and family. No love, no fun, no nothing. I don't even feel like bothering about anything more. I would wanna die if I have the choice. Kendrick said that I need some counselling. Yea maybe I do.
And, I wasn't even gaining sympathy in the previous post.
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