Lets see who have the last smile :) Don't ever ask me for anything be it help, cigg, or anything. NOTHING. Cos I won't fucking give a shit to you from now on. I'm gonna let you regret what you said. Shan't waste my time on you and use my time on more usefull stuff, you crazy piece of shit. Happy for a moment and crazy for another. Do you have split personalities kind of shit? I think you need a check up. Anyway, don't worry cos I will leave this fucking house as soon as Im able to -you think i love living here with you? No, I hate all of you. Problematic bunch of relative I have. I dont need any of your support cos you're all useless. Oh wait? Was there any help given to me before? Haha - i doubt so. Or is it me the outsider helping much? You think you're very beautiful? Sorry but I think you look like a piece shit, in my dog's ass. You think all the guys love you? No, you're wrong. They're just after your body, dumbass. Take a good look at the mirror. your eyes and nose so tiny, your lips are torn, you're skin filled with rashes. Sorry but you forced me to do this. I really hate what you do and say today, most of the time. Even your boyf, he look like some old man. Ha-ha. Compatible. What more can I say? Birds of a feather flock together? Lmao seriously.

That night when we went to smoke with ruodan and her boyf.
You took MY cigg without asking me like as if it's yours? Take, nvm. You threw the fucking box and it fell on the floor. FUCK YOU. You asked me to pick it up. Fuck you again. Are you taking my cigg or do I fucking owe that to you? FUCK YOU BLOODY ONCE MORE, GILLIAN. Where's your bloody manners? I really hate to accept the fact that we have the same father. I wonder why I've learnt basic manners and you haven't learnt anything. Why do I hate such a fake, disgusting, ill-breeded(for dogs) sister?! Its time for you to change your fucking attitude before your boyf leaves you. He will be the last to leave you. And this is FOR YOU. No one will fuckin help you if you still don't change.

I hate you, Gillian. Have fun hating me. I hate you more than you do.
Fuck you again.