I suck. The feeling came back today. The feeling of being loved, by him. The warmth, closeness, the love as well as the pain. Remembered how we sat together in front of the comp listening to songs and when he whispered the lyrics into my ear and kissed my ear. How he hugged me and say "you will always be my baby". The feeling came back because someone sat beside me, listened and sang the song he last sang to me before he left and that person was beside me, just as close as he was. My heart sank. I hate myself even more now.
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I am who i am. Not who you heard or saw.
I wont be who you think i am.
And im definitely the happiest girl in the whole wide world.
I'll make your day good if you make mine,
xoxo geraldine.
I suck. The feeling came back today. The feeling of being loved, by him. The warmth, closeness, the love as well as the pain. Remembered how we sat together in front of the comp listening to songs and when he whispered the lyrics into my ear and kissed my ear. How he hugged me and say "you will always be my baby". The feeling came back because someone sat beside me, listened and sang the song he last sang to me before he left and that person was beside me, just as close as he was. My heart sank. I hate myself even more now.